old - sleepless night

A sleepless night becomes bitter oblivion
These thoughts run through my head
Over and over
Complaints of violins become my only friends

You love the way I look at you
While taking pleasure in the awful things you put me through

You like to think you're never wrong

You have to act like you're someone

You want someone to hurt like you

You want to share what you have been through

You love the things I say I'll do
The way I hurt myself again just to get back at you

I've lied to you
The same way that I always do
This is the last smile
That I'll fake for the sake of being with you

Even the people who never frown
Eventually break down
The sacrifice of fighting in a lie

The sacrifice is never knowing

Why I never walked away
Why I played myself this way

I'll take the blame for the sake of being with you.

(anberlin, linkin park)