breakfast with my close friends on a hill by the water. Half sleeping enjoying the sun, eating everything from coctail tomatoes to chocolate pudding. its a good life.
Relaxing the whole day only realizing.
the calm before a storm
my mind focused on what to come
unsertain of decisions to take and the unknown being the very shadow on my mind.
unsertain of why im feeling this anxiety and feeling of uncertainty.
my friends taking to the glass as a resort to any trouble
i tag along hoping this feeling in my gut to go away
only finding myself draged deeper into the thoughts coursing through my mind.
why do i feel the way i do?
why cant i show the way i feel?
why can i not ask for the help that i need?
howcome i find no solitude.
why is there no calm for me in the everyday life.
Im the the fusion between the hopefull optimist and the no hopefull pessimist.
Realizing that i can't tell no one how i really feel, since i rather take for granted that they think of the situation the way i think they do.
Well i will continue taking to the glass for this evening and see where it leads
all i want is some solid base and something that i can hold onto.
enough breath spent on trying to start talking how i feel.
peace out
and see you on the flip flop
solidiers of jah army - jah atmosphere
southfm - dear claudia
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